Plans, right?

Plans, right?

So I write this from my bed, been here a week now. Haven't been able to walk and been in a good deal of pain. Life likes to do strange things sometimes, eh?

Anyway this is the first day I have a computer again since this all began and I am not sure what I will be able to do but I will try to do at least something. Sitting here getting nothing done for a week has gotten to me and I have become rather depressed. This little laptop will probably be hanging out with me the rest of my recovery and I might get something done outside of writing down a bunch of things I like in a notebook for days on end.

Not sure how long I can sit up for before the pain kicks in but I guess the only way to find out is to try. Anyway I'm not dead, though I am feeling kinda bad about game development... this could be the week of laying here staring at youtube getting to me though, I guess. I feel like the game industry is this huge, ugly thing that I'm not sure I want to be a part of... you know? It used to be so much simpler before it got so big.

I think I will spend some time working on Mantilogs over the recovery period and see if I should just shove game dev to the backburner again. I feel bad about being a game dev, guilty even. It's gotten so glutonous and monsterous these days and the majority of gamers are so disgustingly angry and behave like spoiled little bastards now. Just looking at the vitriol from the pokemon community lately really took the wind out of my sails. I'm not sure I want to risk contributing to that...

Anyway, rather than dwell on that I am going to just leave this as it is. I need to lay down.